New Life ~

It's been 2 months I back to my home country~

Been resting, travelling, seeing friends and eating~

At first I thought I will depart this country and start another new life in other country

But I chose to stay where am I... 

The decision was made one month ago...

If not by now I should have sent my application to Korea and preparing all the stuffs that I need

Suddenly I thought should I go or stay..

I have asked several people for opinion they are not the "best" friends that I know

they are more than best friends.. and of course a guy who I just know recently

all their suggestion is to stay and work.. study is it the only way? do I really need it for my work?

My dad have asked me and I answered YES. The true answer is a NO.

maybe it can be one of the advantage but not really helping me to find a better job

sometime I have plan my future but it all change in just a second

this is just SO me... 

this month I been learning swimming...

I have always dreamed to swim and finally I DONE it..

In next two I might have a job to work and getting busy like before...

Well wish me LUCK

[心情]

一直以来，寻寻觅觅...

寻找着生命中的那位良人...

初中谈恋爱看似认真却会因小小的误解，不谅解就分开

只能说那时的我们太不会想

那时的爱情观和现在的爱情观是截然不同的

那时侯以为没了对方会觉得过不下去

结果呢~分开后还不是过得好好的

现在就算要开始一段新的感情也要考虑清楚

因为不想再浪费时间...谈了又分...

曾经朋友问我的择偶条件是什么

当时我说了很多...但如果遇到自己心仪的择偶条件只是个屁

不过思想也要相同才能互相吸引...

他比较我小~但却很有想法，和他相比我的思想可能还会输他

他经历的和我经历的不一样...想法自然比我多

是个很有担当的一个人...

有时感觉我们很近有时却很远

之间还是缺少点什么

还是暧昧时期都是这个样子

不懂了...

猜不透你的心~能直接告诉我吗？